BLEH. I feel like my head is spinning out of control and the feeling of contentment is no longer comforting.
I feel like ripping my eyes out. What is it to be satisfied??
I miss so many people I no longer know and it's my fault. It always comes back to me being the pushing force that throws me into my own selfish orbit.
I'm so tired of trying and then hurting people close to me.
/rant
