5/26/09
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5/1/09
And all the words I need to hear from you...
katie,
i don't know what happened to you inside. maybe you hurt cause i was far. whatever the case u have ur reasons. i just know that it is put off too long wayyyyyyyyy fucking long for us not even to share a weekend together.
you mean a LOT to me katie. that has never changed and i dont want it to change. i am at the end of my rope tho. we have to like meet up before the new year.
i am game no bs. so if u have money probs or whatever thats cool. ill come out. i dont care where u are. i will come and chill with my sidekick. i would be cheating life if i dont ever get the chance to share the same space as you... to share the same laughter with u... to watch the same movie with u and lastly to just chilllaax and just act stupid with u face to face. 2 see ur smile in person and to give ya a hug when ur down or happy ... or for no reason at all would give me completion.
katie its like soul shit. maaaadddddddddddd complementary. i feel it and can never ignore it. ever. shit i dont want to. i been there and talked about with u many times. shit to ignore that would be ignoring the best part about being on this earth.
katie i could go on and on. but i don't want to type it out or say it over the phone. i just want it to happen and it will so u will be seeing my face soon. be strong girl. u owe it to yourself the world isn't a sucky place its awesome. sometimes u feel and get hit hard with the dirty sucky ass horrible shit so u just feel more alive when things finally turn for the tide. some heads get crapped on more than others. i dunno why its just the way it is.
i miss u katie all the time. and so many times when im done work or feeling down i wish you were like right down the street. i have learned to live with it. but i do get offended when u say just leave u be and dont care. because if i said the same thing i would hope you wouldnt just leave me be or dont care.
i dont even care if ur into me romantically or attracted to me katie. i just want to be ur sidekick. and u for me. u became a part of me katie. (my eyes r glossy as imtypin this) and .. if something were to ever happen to u somethin inside of me that is soo true to me..a main part of my essence.. would die too. i dont want to be a cold personbkatie i dont. u r my snugglez and it kills me right now thinking of u that u r so far and upset. it eats at me real bad. i would hope me telling u this shows how much u r worth to somebody's life.
so please lets arrange a date or something we can chill. like i said ill come out. somethin tells me ur not so hype on seeing me and i dunno why. because if u wanted it bad enuff u would have made it happen. maybe i am wrong. at least i hope i am.
im gonna go lay on the sofa and think about u now and pass out.
NO OTHER GIRL OR PERSON CAN REPLACE YOU AS MY SIDEKICK KATIE! NO ONE>!
I LOVE YOU. -XXX
_________________________________________________________
Falling sky grows darker every day,
the moonlight fading as you walk away.
All the roads that lead me to your heart...
have gone astray.
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
Your spinning wheel won't lead me to your view,
and all the words I need to hear from you...
holding on, but I guess I'm out of luck
...and still in LOVE with you.
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
Hold my face in your hands, look into my eyes...
so I understand all the thoughts inside your mind.
Tell me it's time...
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
__________________________________________________________
Loves an excuse to get hurt.
-circa 2006-
i don't know what happened to you inside. maybe you hurt cause i was far. whatever the case u have ur reasons. i just know that it is put off too long wayyyyyyyyy fucking long for us not even to share a weekend together.
you mean a LOT to me katie. that has never changed and i dont want it to change. i am at the end of my rope tho. we have to like meet up before the new year.
i am game no bs. so if u have money probs or whatever thats cool. ill come out. i dont care where u are. i will come and chill with my sidekick. i would be cheating life if i dont ever get the chance to share the same space as you... to share the same laughter with u... to watch the same movie with u and lastly to just chilllaax and just act stupid with u face to face. 2 see ur smile in person and to give ya a hug when ur down or happy ... or for no reason at all would give me completion.
katie its like soul shit. maaaadddddddddddd complementary. i feel it and can never ignore it. ever. shit i dont want to. i been there and talked about with u many times. shit to ignore that would be ignoring the best part about being on this earth.
katie i could go on and on. but i don't want to type it out or say it over the phone. i just want it to happen and it will so u will be seeing my face soon. be strong girl. u owe it to yourself the world isn't a sucky place its awesome. sometimes u feel and get hit hard with the dirty sucky ass horrible shit so u just feel more alive when things finally turn for the tide. some heads get crapped on more than others. i dunno why its just the way it is.
i miss u katie all the time. and so many times when im done work or feeling down i wish you were like right down the street. i have learned to live with it. but i do get offended when u say just leave u be and dont care. because if i said the same thing i would hope you wouldnt just leave me be or dont care.
i dont even care if ur into me romantically or attracted to me katie. i just want to be ur sidekick. and u for me. u became a part of me katie. (my eyes r glossy as imtypin this) and .. if something were to ever happen to u somethin inside of me that is soo true to me..a main part of my essence.. would die too. i dont want to be a cold personbkatie i dont. u r my snugglez and it kills me right now thinking of u that u r so far and upset. it eats at me real bad. i would hope me telling u this shows how much u r worth to somebody's life.
so please lets arrange a date or something we can chill. like i said ill come out. somethin tells me ur not so hype on seeing me and i dunno why. because if u wanted it bad enuff u would have made it happen. maybe i am wrong. at least i hope i am.
im gonna go lay on the sofa and think about u now and pass out.
NO OTHER GIRL OR PERSON CAN REPLACE YOU AS MY SIDEKICK KATIE! NO ONE>!
I LOVE YOU. -XXX
_________________________________________________________
Falling sky grows darker every day,
the moonlight fading as you walk away.
All the roads that lead me to your heart...
have gone astray.
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
Your spinning wheel won't lead me to your view,
and all the words I need to hear from you...
holding on, but I guess I'm out of luck
...and still in LOVE with you.
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
Hold my face in your hands, look into my eyes...
so I understand all the thoughts inside your mind.
Tell me it's time...
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weakened by, your slow attack,
you take me in, then change your mind again.
__________________________________________________________
Loves an excuse to get hurt.
-circa 2006-
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