Aint it funny...

when you can truly smile and be happy for someone other than yourself, especially after the heartache.

I want to elaborate, maybe later today... :)

I am happy that you are finally happy.
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Several hours later lol...back from a long day of Easter egg hunts with family, friends and good food <3

I have so much fun with the people closest to my heart, who know and love me for who I am...all day errrrday...

which brings me back to this blog. I happened across something today that made me smile and think to myself how lucky I am and how lucky we all are to find peace in those we love.

There were days that would go by, that I thought I would never truly be happy and truly have someone to call my other...then my eyes opened and there he was, my bisou, my heart, my world.

I have never felt so much UNCONDITIONAL love for someone as I do for him, my heart aches for him and I give into him. I have given my whole heart to him and I have seen that someone who was once very dear to me has found this very same thing in someone else...

I am elated. I never thought the day would come that I would so selflessly share in the joy for another person in love. But I am, grinning from ear to ear :)

Today was an amazing day, tomorrow is an amazing day.

xo, K



The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how:
The clouds above opened up and let it out.

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Oh no.

Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door
Have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.

I need you so much closer

I need you so much closer

So come on, come on
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"Transatlanticism" Death Cab for Cutie

Long time coming...

Been a little bit, lost touch for awhile...lol literally took me 30mins to figure out how to get my log-in info back :P

But I have, obviously.

What to say, what to say. Joined Twitter today/tonight, I don't know whether to laugh or cry at the thought of finally giving in. I guess it caught my attention when Mike said he'd reg'd just so no one could take his 'username' :) Decent idea if I don't say so myself...hence the recent dive into pop culture phenom again :gag:

Oooh well to each his own, I'll be addicted in no time I'm sure. BTW am making a list of all my usernames/log-in's as we speak since I'm aging and remembering every silly site I've clung to over the past few years is nearly impossible.


On to something more substantial, with substance?!

I haven't written Justin again since my 1st attempt was rejected...OMG perfume?! Really it's now not in the best of interest of anyone for a letter to smell of perfume...MY GOD, what a travesty. The 'shock and aww' of it all was quite damning to my psyche, if that's the word I'm looking for. Anyways...I've written, pages and pages even after I couldn't figure out how to accept a phone call from him I wrote. I wrote to say 'I'm sorry' for being such a shitty penpal, I wrote to update, I wrote because I missed his words...I just wrote to write. LOL at grammar.

The point is I wrote and I said things like 'Oooh I'll mail this for sure' and now it's several weeks later and I haven't found my way to the PO and now instead of actually writing like the un-shitty person I think I am, I'm writing on this ancient blog about writing instead of writing to him. BLAH. It's all BLAH...



and I'm not going to say 'Oooh I'll write now and send it off later today' because I'm sure I won't.

I suck at keeping in touch via old fashioned pen to paper love.

I don't know what else to say now, except that I'm glad to have found my way back to this blog, my blog.


Write soon. xo K